It’s petty but I find it depressing to talk to some of my high school classmates (not DOTS, ok? They’re sweethearts than these immature lads). Now all of us are in college and are in different schools they don’t respond to my messages properly. In a way or another I want to confront them and ask what their problem is. Or maybe I’m just really not the right person they want to talk to as of the moment.
Take for example: Dave. The last decent conversation I had with him was during my birthday party. After that, we just stopped talking. His transferring to CSB is no excuse for him to cut ties with me. We used to be super close in high school, even if he is straight and I’m crooked. Sometimes my ego hurts whenever Marion talks about him. Marion, my closest friend; Marion, Dave’s classmate in CSB. :(
Ras is another thing. Ras sent me two “oi” IMs through Yahoo Messenger moments earlier, which I reckon are group messages. Or maybe virus, I dunno? So I asked him what was the message all about. He said twas nothing, then from there I started to break the ice and followed my smiley a decent “Kumusta na”. I had no responses, which totally disappoints.
So far my other classmates are okay, but some of them are just… hella moody. Maybe it’s a guy thing. Maybe it’s their code, which I now decode as “Thou shan’t sound too eager by talking too much” or whatever. It’s really weird—them boys.
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Had three cups of cookies and cream ice cream early this afternoon. Really lovely. I was in the master’s bedroom when Margot suddenly went in with a cup in hand and I started craving! Yesterday I was on a diet and was glad I upped my bicycling to twenty minutes. Hey, it’s an achievement! :) But now I guess the three cups reward filled the calories I lost yesterday. Boo!
Batangas is on Sunday. Will be there till Tuesday. Totally can’t wait; never mind if my skin gets tanned or whatever. It’s my first time to hit the beach this summer, but it’s ok since I’m really not a beach person anyway. :D
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Oh ok! That makes sense. If you read my blogs yesterday (the short ones, bratty anecdotes actually), I was in a bratty mood. And now I know why: 1. fucking weather, 2. food deprivation, 3. noisy kids. Fucktart.
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Also watched Moulin Rouge last night! REALLY GREAT. Beyond amazing, I must say. I don’t dig musicals like that but I must say I was really entertained. They put songs to the bohemian era setting like Like a Virgin, All You Need is Love etc. and it’s really great!!!!! Nicely done. :) And Nicole Kidman’s really hot. Ewan McGregor has this annoying sound when singing
Baz Luhrmann is my new idol. :) Will get myself a DVD of Romeo + Juliet.
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Margot “Veruca Salt” Flores’ dance recital later. Drag me out please!
